My blog has become my online diary when I started a couple of months ago I had an inspiration picture and a goal. Now there is no inspirational picture and my weight loss goals have been redirected. No, my goals have not changed and my mind is still made up to lose weight and lots of it. But who am I fooling I need to be honest with myself as well as my blogging peeps.
I messed up and I messed up BIG time. Stress got the best of me and that is not an excuse that is the truth. And as usually returning back to what was familiar came easy. Food don't talk back as I stated the day before so you don't feel the repercussion until after the food is gone or the very next day.
Even though my fellow blogger can not see me and can only read my confessions I feel like I need to answer to someone for my recent actions. First of all I will not make under commit and then confess that I did not have enough strength to follow through with it. Maybe it is good that I only have one follower it surely lightens the load of all of my guilt. Outside of taping my mouth shut I can't and won't make another promise. What I am hoping is that anyone that has ever had a food addiction or a problem with food will understand my problem. It is hard to turn down or step away from food if it has become your best friend, your comfort or drug of choice.
Also, let me add that the story does not stop here I don't give up easy. I'm a fighter struggling to get back up. Believe me I will get up it is only a matter of time. You watch and see this is just a comma not a period. This is the middle of the journey not the end.
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