Fresh Start - Online Diary

I really don't know what I am calling this these days but online diary sounds about right. Because if I wanted to scream in words who is going to stop me. If I wanted  to cry through words who is going to tell me not to do it. If I wanted to vent I have all the right tools my keyboard and a blank canvas to write.

 Doctor Visit -Part 1

            I should take full blame and get myself together because I did this to myself.

Now that's all out my system let me tell you what lead up to all of my sudden out bursts these days.  I went to the eye doctor who suggest that I be tested for diabetes. In a round about way I was told that I am showing signs of early diabetes but he could only give his thoughts which was go get tested.

Wow go get tested for diabetes really now, I wanted to say how do you know what I got  last I checked you worked on eyes. But he seem to know what he was talking about so I called for an appointment as soon as possible to find out was he correct or was my eyes just playing tricks on me. The day of the appointment I did not eat or drink anything and I was ready for her to tell me Kim all is well. I'm in the doctors office and we are having the usually conversation what brought you in today and what is the problem and how long has this been going on.

She asked  all kinds of detail questions that would help her get to the source of the problems. She stated that I needed to get blood drawn that could tell her a little more of what was going on with me. While waiting to be called to get my blood drawn the doctor said we have a problem you blood pressure is very high. Are you kidding me lady, the whole purpose of my visit is to check to see if I have diabetes and now this high blood pressure.

So before any blood could be drawn I was told that they the doctor would have to monitor my blood pressure and I would need to come back in two weeks. All this before I went to get the blood drawn  in all of my forty something years I have never had a problem with my blood pressure being high. Shock, surprised and taken a back by the news I went right over to get me my blood  drawn with a blank look on my face.

ow what do I do my weight gain has open up another door for another problem to come in. The entire time the only thing that is running through my mind is while I am getting tubes of blood drawn out of my arm to find out if I had the big D or not is to add to all of my other health problems I have high blood pressure I be DAMN!.