November 8th memorable walk down Bloggers Lane

Today, I was thinking long and hard about what to blog about; I could not come up with one thing so I decided to blog about many things. Let‘s see I have told you all about my food addiction; and how my health is now in jeopardy because of my bad food choices. I asked for ideas on healthier foods the blogging peeps may be trying; that I too; may or could be interested in. What else is there to talk about the many times I have given up on myself? Alternatively, the many times, I jumped back and forth off the poor fat wagon that has been breaking down ever since I started this journey. I have even touched up on how my parents insisted that I clean my plate. I have mentioned how my two children are very thin and have not followed in my footstep that is truly a blessing. One food addict in the family is enough.

 I have even written about how much money; I have spent to buy food. There were times,  I ‘ve been  broke  had more month than money but always found a way to buy a bucket of chicken or pizza , French fries or even  a cheese steak.

I have even talked about my love of sitcoms some helpful and some not so helpful.

Prior to blogging, I would talk my friend’s ear off about all my plans to lose weight and staying thin. They would listen but after a while, they would get bore with the fat talk. Because they are all slim and fit and here I was always, the third wheel the big girl trying to have fun with a bunch of thin women. Do not get me wrong, I love them and hanging out however; they could dance for 20 minutes none stops and after 5 minutes, I was looking for a chair to sit down. I know dance would have been a good way to exercise but my back and legs felt differently. Therefore, I spent most of my time watch them cut up on the dance floor sitting in the back in my chair.

This is turning out to be a memorable walk down blogging lane. I do not want to leave anything out what about all the diets; I tried and all the companies that took my money repeatedly. I reached my goal weight; and as a revolving door would be right back paying them again.  Is there a book out for weight loss for dummies / addicts, sure need to get a copy and fast?

I have always wondered what if some said Kim, I will pay you to lose weight; would I or would it still be a struggle to answer my own question honestly it would still be a struggle.

 It took unbearable and unspeakable pain to make me realize if I do not do something now I am going to die. Like in Diet why do they even have the *T* on that word? The emphasis is on Die- and that would be self-suicide because I am doing this to myself. No one else is doing it to me; and guess what no one else can stop me, but me. As I am writing my blog today, I realize I had a lot to talk. As I press on the menu for today is listed below.

8am Breakfast  cinn raisen bagel with cc

French vanilla coffee from Dunkin Donuts

11:30  snack homemade parfait

1:30  Lunch  - grilled chicken salad with 10 croutons/grated cheese/ 1/2 cup of fat free dressing

Beverage -  10 ounces of Mountain Dew soda

5:15 pm  Dinner  - 2 slices of pizza did not enjoy them

Beverage - 20 ounce bottle of  diet ginger ale

7 pm  8 ounces of pork chops with one cup of rotini w/ broccoli and cheese

Kitchen is closed