November 10th

Wow, we are in the 11^th month of the years and time is moving faster than ever. I think about all the months; I have wasted trying and talking about losing weight.   Every month was a different story and a new tactical believe me my intentions were good; as the thoughts run through my mind, I stop at nothing to jot things down in my journal. Something I heard, a new quick diet or a new exercise I could try. My journal started out as a notebook, then I upgraded to a journal, now I have a blog.

The blog is like a television show, the only difference is your read and if you do not like what you are reading you move to the next blog. No blog is the same some have similar stories, but every blog is different in its own way. Some blogs talk about surviving obesity, others talk about the hope of getting there and then there are blogs like mine that relive, relapses every single day. I can see why someone will move pass my blog easy. There are no pictures of success or stories of vindication against this fat. No, no, just relapse after relapse after relapse. You may even be thinking why she (Kim) is still writing she should just give up trying.

When you realize that I have not given up and I am still writing this sad song, you move on to a blog that will inspiration and up lift, you and I too understand. However, if I do not blog about the falls, the relapses then who will every day cannot be a diet day; someone has to fall down; to share with the bloggers what it feels like to get back up.

Granted every now and then I have to stay up. Moreover, that day will surely come that is why I continue to blog.

Breakfast - cinnamon raisin bagel with cc and bacon
Snack    -    homemade granola parfait

Lunch -      two volcano taco‘s without cheese

Snack -       homemade granola parfait

Dinner -   Baked chicken with two tbsps. Of mayo,   I think am having a love affair with mayonnaise

Snack -   bowl of cereal with slice banana and skim milk