As I explained in previous blogs it is hard for me to set aside time to blog, but when I do it is so refreshing. I am still around and my weight is still a problem, I’ve been trying any and everything to maintain. Maybe 256lbs is not where I should start my maintaining. If only I could find one person or two people that could relate. I start out good *Ready like Freddy*with a plan in place and it works well and then somewhere in between the plan and discouragement I give up. Recently what I realize is that if I am force to do right I will not, but if I gradually start something on my own I will stick with it. Also *Heat/Heavy* don’t go hand and hand what I mean by that is that being heavy in the summer heat is brutally.
I am sweating from face, neck and eyes, drenched by the time I get to the bus stop so that alone should push me in the right direction but it doesn’t and my struggle lives on with inside of me. Where am I going with this blog today, still singing but no music is coming out? You may say Kim you know what to do what is the problem and why can’t you do it and my answer would be I don’t know why? I am my own worst enemy/critic but I’m willing to continue to fight and struggle and post about it.
I am grateful for the few supporters, I do have that support my ups, downs and in between. Kudos to all of you......
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