One Year ......

I am coming up on *One Year* blogging. I must admit I haven’t been consistent and may have skipped a few months in between but a *small victory* is what I am excited about because normally me starting something usually don't get finish. I guess yo yo dieting is proof enough. * Not Proud of That*! What I've realize is having the desire to get to the finish line and the process getting there I keep coming up short. But blogging has been a great help. Because gaining the weight back has been disappointing to say the least, but not gain it all back is accredited to me blogging. Starting out at 287lb in 2006 only few will know what kind of battle that was but now it is 2011 and my starting weight is 257lbs.That weight is unhealthy and needs to come off but I'm not starting at 287lb's to me that is a *small victory*. And that is all because every now and then I can let it all out on my blank canvas called blogging in some strange way it made be accountable.

Having only one daughter has been a challenge she reminds every day that she is the only one and that there is no more. After the years of taunting which I might add I enjoyed over the years. I thought raising her would kill me but no eating has been the down fall along. Someone reading this may wonder is my daughter struggling with the same addiction. No. She is as skinny as a rail question I often ask myself is how she feels about me being obesity. When we walk together she has to stop and wait for me because I either have to catch my breath or take slower steps. Does she love me? Without a doubt and she understands that I've made bad choices by eating unhealthy and over indulging in to many of the wrong foods. Often times I'm  my biggest critic but with my daughters support and the love she showers me with being the only daughter keeps me afloat as well as blogging. Another first talking about my daughter in my blog...