2/5/11

Who knows.....

 where this road will lead us only a fool will say...... so let me love you all the the way.... .That would be a few lyrics from Frank Sinatra song that Celine Dion sung in a one of her acts in Vegas I believe. Anyhow, that is a true statement who knows where the road will lead us and  only a fool could say because one day I am so emotionally drained I can not hold my head up and then there are those smalls glimpse of happiness that I feel like I don't deserve because the world around me is hurting.

The end of the song he states so let me love you all the way does love really do it... If I loved myself more than I love the food this could actually work I could work my way up to recovery once again.

Well today is my visit to the WW and I will not make excuses for myself because being a food addict has its highs and lows and boy oh boy this week was a very low.  But somethings different about this week. Even in my low I don't feel defeat  this time. No one can say it better then the BLACK EYE PEAS  the singing group. But I GOT A FEELING.........

2 comments:

Anne H said...

That tonight's gonna be a good night!
Woot! Woot!
♪♫♬♫♬

Don't worry - this is just the part that sucks:
It's the sound of your ego feigning hunger.
And since egos don't have stomachs...(or bodies)
The logical conclusion is that it is an ego trick!
It's good to recognize it for what it is.
And learn to walk away!

Kim said...

Anne,

If it walks like a duck, sounds like a duck it must be Food. No in my case it is an addiction and truly you called it as it is a spade. My ego is a trick..
Its mind blowing how food can have so ;( much control over the body....... and sadly sometimes I forget how to walk away.So every so often I have to just grab my legs and crawl... Thanks for the comment.