Fresh Start

The last couple of weeks has been a  bit rough, I've been hanging out with friends doing summer activities, and I know a blog from me has been long over due.  It seems every time  I get back on track and start fresh my friends invite me out to celebrate or hang out.

As life would have it they are very skinny, and can eat a plate or two, not me the food goes straight to my hips. I have a pear shape small on the top and big on the bottom it feels like a wagon I am dragging all the time.
What I have learned through this journey is that its not my friends fault that I fall off the wagon and it is not my friends responsibility to keep me on the wagon . I must take control of this addiction, as I have written so many times before the consequences are far more worst then the instant gratification of something sweet to eat.

I have no followers or blogging peeps but that has not deterred me from blogging. Support and encouragement are always a plus, but if I don't get it and give up who will I be hurting no one but myself . 

 I know what it feels like to be 189lbs and that feeling is priceless, I breathed better, I felt better an I was much healthier.So I continue to blog and start over time and time again till I get it right.  No it will not be easy but who said it would be, anything worth having is worth fighting for.....